I dunno.. Feeling weird.
It’s a boring Friday night. I wouldn’t mind companion but it wouldn’t happen.
If there’s no hope, you wouldn’t look forward to it.
If there’s no expectation, you wouldn’t be disappointed if it didn’t happen.
If there’s no procrastination, you wouldn’t (mightn’t) be having such a life.
The clock’s ticking.
Was the past decision made a right one? There’s no time to ponder over it, just look forward?
Putting it away. Not giving myself any false hopes. No more expectations. Stop all those makes-no-sense messages.
And life will be back to normal.