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pengz my entry got lost when the internet connection went down due to the sudden downpour.

I’m in a blur mood these 2 days, kept thinking today’s Friday. Think I’m looking TOO forward to weekend. ;p

I seriously have no idea what to update on. Sudden lost in my own world, especially when I’m too broke to be out of house and stuck with mapling for the last few days.

The saying of ‘bad things always happen at the same time’ is so true. First the fall, then the ‘flown aeroplane’ by my sup made me waste my day in school doing NOTHING while WAITING and left school WITHOUT meeting sup, a ‘brand new’ laptop with just 40GB worth of space and needs TONS of tidying up of data, going school to continue FYP but lab’s Matlab does not have the toolbox that I need (meaning my already-half-dead laptop has to be used for running Matlab again), .. the list goes on ..

The sweet dream this morning brought back memories. Dreamt that I am together with a crush of mine long ago. = Reality struck when I realised that wasn’t in real life. lol.  Don’t really remember the dream now, except that I still remember who the crush was =) Sweet.

Laptop needs lots of tidying up as mentioned, so probably photos taken during Mothers’ Day won’t be up so fast. I need more time especially when I’ve got FYP to work on. Enhancements that licensed copy of Matlab in school does not have what I need. = And it is a tedious affair to request for a trial copy from MathWorks, since it isn’t available for student’s version.

Things that happen in life happens for a reason. Need time to sort out my thoughts, my directions in life. I should be able to graduate this semester, since I know I will pass the module that I’m most afraid of =D Hence the recent ‘enthusiasm’ in job seeking. But the more jobs I see / applied for, the more lost I am. First time I’m lost ever since poly days. When graduating from poly, there’s uni to look forward to. And being young and innocent at that time, I got a job at my vice-principal’s company pretty easily, even before I got my final sem results. The confidence at that time is now lost. Academic wise, I know I’m not good in uni studies. Work wise, ppl around me are much better at selling themselves to the companies. I lost out to them simply because I lost that important self-confidence. That aside, I find no motivation now, after completing uni studies. What to look forward to? Masters? PHD? I will die from more studies. I have a Masters in mind, something I’m interested in, but the jobs that I’m looking at now, none is in that industry. Not related at all. So the question in short is, just what do I really want? Prolly I can only give it a serious thought when my FYP is fully complete.

Guess I’m feeling down now due to too much crying while watching the show 1 Litre of Tears. I didn’t rewatch, this is the movie version. Lots of details left out, but still sad enough. Eyes swollen & having headache now. Normal for me, but I can’t sleep well! =

I should sleep. I miss my bed.

Simply because I was busy enjoying myself. Enjoying myself in the world of Maple. =D

FYP presentation’s finally over. Results will be out by the 2nd week of June, according to OAS‘s website.  Guess meanwhile it’s time to find a part time job till results are released.

Back to slacking.

Sleepy.

The day had been spent without much knowledge of how it went past. Left house despite couldn’t find a proper pair of sandals/shoes to wear. Covered shoes will only give more discomfort to the injured foot, sandals do not give much protection and the sandal strap kept rubbing against the wound. The most comfy slippers, the one which I was wearing when I slipped, was sent for washing. Ended up wearing the best pair of sandals that I could find: the butterfly sandals Reenz got for me last yr. It’s better than the other pair of slippers that I got from Reef during the KL trip last year. But the butterflies caused irritation, and I think there’s more “bites” on my foot now =|

Procrastination made me stay in the Student Computer Room, till I couldn’t withstand the weariness any longer. Was almost limping my way to the bus stop, when I saw B sending his friend off at the bridge. He motioned me to run as he saw the bus coming. Oh well.. I tried but I caught the next bus instead. ><

It’s now officially more bites, more bruises, more aches all over the body. ouch.

Gosh it’s 3am. HUNGRY.

Been fiddling with the title, and I think this is the best

Why injured? Haa.. long story short, I slipped and fell =( Fell on a pile of MUD. Whaahah

Ok don’t ask why I fell. I’ve no idea why, was walking on the grass patch. The moment I stepped onto the concrete pavement, I fell lor, yeah lor. ><

Jeans muddy, bag muddy, shirt muddy, specs fell to the floor and got scratched, and I had to step on my jacket. yucks

Thanks Fen for helping me clean up so that I can board the bus properly. hahaha

And being the considerate me, I stood all the way home. hai.

Big toe in pain, coz it was scratched against the floor, and now there’s 3 small red spots, machiam red ant bites. =(

Prior to dinner, I kopped lots of shows from budz. Thanks! =D

Dinner was at Bedok yet again! Standard wasn’t as good as it wasn’t the chief chef doing the cooking. But the company was good. My 2 budz + Eric. Haha.. Couldn’t decide what we wanted to do after dinner, think we sat at that table for quite long before I saw Ah Qi! Think I haven’t seen her for 2 yrs? The last time was when I met her for lunch at her workplace. Whaahha! Great catching up with her while the 3 guys decide where to next.

Finally decided on pool! Went down Selegie and waited quite long again, all places full! Got our table at Pool Fusion at 9+? As usual, I sat there watching the 3 of them play until 12 b4 we met Eric’s neighbour for supper at some tong shui cafe @ Liang Seah St. Prob the next time I should have a go at pool. next time. =X

Dead tired by the time I reached home at 2.10am.