The Bright Sunshine

In an xmas mood recently, the Chipmunks Christmas songs are on repeat mode in my media player.

All I want for Christmas.. is my two front teeth xD
Nah I didn’t lose my two front teeth, this is one of the songs from Chipmunk. Cute song!

Oops I lost track on what I want to post. Thoughts went wild, reminisced the past, thought about how life would be now if I didn’t make that decision about 4 years ago, thought about how not skeptical about r/s if certain things hadn’t happened. Haiz.. It’s all the challenges set upon us, I’m losing self-confidence. Going bersek with my life now. I need help, but I’m rejecting all help. -_-”

Feeling sian. Am I doing things because I really want to do or simply because I do not know how to say no?

A sudden fear came upon me. I’ll be reaching 30 in 5 years time. It feels so near. And I hate it when people start asking when it’s my turn to get married. I can’t possibly say “Once bitten, twice shy”. I’m skeptical towards a new relationship now, not even if ( I’m saying IF ) there’s someone I’ve taken an interest to.

While I cannot imagine how life will be like after marriage, I still love kids. They really do test one’s patience. And I can proudly declare that I’m a patient person. lol! I guess it’s the training that I’ve received since young, I’m able to withstand babies crying, toddlers screaming. Kids are easily understood and their needs can be easily satisfied. No doubts about that.

Met up with the 单身家族 earlier on, with the exception of LH & ML. LH’s kids are adorable? haha.. the elder one is hyper, and the younger one likes to smile. just so cute =) Were discussing about our other gang members and I realised time really flies. Been almost 4 years since I left, almost everyone have taken the next step of their lives. I’d love to, but I’ve said, still skeptical about it. And yes.. please don’t try to introduce anyone to me =X

Much said, I cannot imagine the day when I’m on my deathbed. What lies ahead of me then?

It’s always interesting to chat with this friend of mine. She used to be a Chinese teacher. so 99% of the time she’ll converse in Mandarin over msn. And I’d always reply in English. LOL.. It’s a good thing that both of us are bilingual, else it would have been 鸡同鸭讲 (chicken talking to the duck).

Heard from her that a friend’s husband committed suicide due to depression. It’s scary to know what depression can do to us. I was shocked to hear the news, but also glad to hear that the friend is currently still coping well. Jiayou my friend! Your daughters need you.

This news.. reminded me of Nigel. Come to think of it, his death anniversary is coming. 7 years.. How time flies.

I’ve been tasked to organise xmas gatherings! Not just one, but three! hahha.. Thank you for the confidence in me, but no.. I’m only going to organise one. LOL..

Starting to become a haggard house-daughter. Been busy doing housework, which can take me the whole day to finish. Feeling so tired everyday!

When am I going to resume my FYP? Haha.. been busy with the housework, else busy sourcing for xmas gifts. Haven’t had the time to sit down and think about FYP. Dying! It’s really time to resume!

In the past one month, 2 fishes have died. *oops* And the last one seems to be joining the queue soon. =X

And ya.. I want to take back what I said in one of my previous entries. Doing so much housework doesn’t seem to help me lose weight. LOL! =(

And oh.. I’m a pro at the cowing game. Haha.. It’s termed by Jiawen for the Mcdonalds game. In a span of 17 years, I’m already earning $260k and I’m still surviving! xD

Edit at 1248am: the 3rd and the last of my 3 blood parrot fishes has died. ahhhh

I wanna go cycling on Sat morning!! But I’ve earlier on said I’ll turn up for a gathering in the early afternoon. Ahhhhhhhh

A fren is selling her iBook G4 laptop (12 inch). Used only a few times. Selling at $1k. Comes with a wireless mouse.
If you’re interested let me know =)

Angie’s married! Her wedding photos are mostly of her side and back views, but her teeth look nice!! hahaa!! Congrats Angie! Hope to hear another piece of good news soon! =D

After sending my mp3 player to be serviced, I went around Marina Square and saw..

Frankly speaking, I’ve never heard of them before. Lol.. Not really updated on kids’ stuff nowadays. Out of curiosity, I stayed on to catch their performance! The xmas songs are nice, the characters are interesting ( they don’t look like ordinary cartoon characters ), the dance was great! Maybe I should do a short description of them here. Basically, Little Robots teaches kids how to recycle items!

Here are more photos from the performance!

Introducing to you..

Tiny

Rusty

Noisy

Stripey!

I bet Grace hadn’t been here for a long time. haha.. I’m posting this poster for her. Anyone interested contact me! I have the application forms =)

If you don’t wanna participate, but just go and see, let me know too.. I’ll get the tix at $3 each. Inclusive of Sentosa admission and coupons.

It’s Tuesday!!

Woke up at 10! Sounds fortunate to be able to wake up this late? Haahaa.. Started doing housework! Other than a 10min lunch break, I just had the time to sit down and rest! Decided to clear up the mess of bugs that grew in the kitchen. They appeared from the box of vermicelli on top of the microwave! OMG! Can you imagine the whole cloth ( that was covering the microwave ) full of the bugs? :S

After clearing this mess, I saw.. lizard shit behind the microwave! -_-” In the end, I cleared the whole area, wiped thoroughly with DETTO. And yes.. the whole kitchen now smells of it. LOL.

Think I’m making a trip to NTUC later. The place which sells Cadbury chocolate the cheapest! I know quite a number of people are waiting for my Cornflakes Rocher. Hahah.. pai seh ah.. been busy after exams! Once the bedsheet are changed, I’ll take a quick shower and off I go! Hopefully you’ll get to see the cookies tomorrow? Keep your fingers crossed! =X

And yes.. my new resolution! Do more housework! A good way to keep the lazy me feel satisfied that at least I did SOMETHING. And no.. I DO NOT offer any services to do housework for you!