Oh well.. I was actually reading through my year 2005 entries.. Entries posted long ago at sunshine.cloudie.net, but using a different blog engine. And I just decided to delete all of them. All till Sep2006.
I had a good laugh at myself while reading. Seeing how foolish I’d been, believing people so easily, trusting him to stay faithful.. the many many encounters I’ve had during that year. Deleted the web access to those entries. The only way to dig them out now, is to extract from the database =) Not going to transfer them over to this engine.
Brand new start. I know I’ve a different mindset now. No longer harping over the past. Looking forward to the present. Not “looking forward to the future”, coz future depends on how we live our present.
And yes.. I love this phrase from one of my Apr2005 entries.
“I look at the cookie, the cookie stared at me with a sinister look. I got angry and I ate it” Apparently it was quoted by Ansley back then. It just.. sounds so cute that I laughed when I read it. 😀
Rewatched! Woohoo! With sis, Jiawen & Lele this time! Better seats! Bought the toy model, it has wings too! OMG and I’m just so engrossed with the soundtrack I bought.
For your listening pleasure =) Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Bang Bang Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Bang Bang Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Bang Bang Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Oh you pretty Chitty Bang Bang,
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
We love you.
And, in
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
What we’ll do.
Near, far, in our motor car Oh what a happy time we’ll spend.
Bang Bang Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Our fine four fendered friend.
Bang Bang Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Our fine four fendered friend.
Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Oh you pretty Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
We love you.
And, in
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
What we’ll do.
Near, far, in our motor car
Oh what a happy time we’ll spend.
Bang Bang Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Our fine four fendered friend.
Bang Bang Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Our fine four fendered friend.
Your sleek as a thoroughbred.
Your seats are a feather bed.
You’ll turn everybody’s head today.
We’ll glide on our motor trip
With pride in our ownership
The envy of all we survey.
Oh Chitty You Chitty
Pretty Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
We love you.
And Chitty, in Chitty
Pretty Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang what we’ll do.
Near Chitty, far Chitty, in our motor car Oh what a happy time we’ll spend.
Bang Bang Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Our fine four fendered friend.
Bang Bang Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Our fine four fendered friend…..(hold)
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Fine four fendered Chitty Chitty friend.
The Movie version of the songs: Truly Scrumptious
(Kids:)
Toot sweets sound like what they are, So do lollys in a lollypop jar
Gingerbread men have a gingerbread sound, we’ve found
Sugar plum cinnamon and lemon tart, tell you what they are right from the start
And your name does the same for you
By coincidence, Truly Scrumptious, You’re truly truly scrumptious
Scrumptious as a cherry peach parfait
When your near us, It’s so delicious
Honest Truly, you’re the answer to our wishes
Truly Scrumptious, Though we may seem presumptuous
Never, never, ever go away
Our hearts beat so unruly, Because we love you truly
Honest Truly, we do
(Truly:)
Truly scrumptious, You two are truly scrumptious
Scrumptious as the breeze across the bay
When you’re smiling, It’s so delicious
So beguiling, You’re the answer to my wishes
Truly scrumptious, You two are truly scrumptious
And I shan’t forget this lovely day
My heart beats so unruly, I also love you truly
Honest truly, I do
Doll On A Music Box
What do you see, You people gazing at me
You see a doll on a music box, That’s wound by a key
How can you tell, I’m under a spell
I’m waiting for love’s first kiss
You cannot see, How much I long to be free
Turning around on this music box, That’s wound by a key
Yearning, Yearning
While, I’m turning around and around
What do you see (Truly Scrumptious)
You people gazing at me (you’re truly truly scrumptious)
You see a doll on a music box (Scrumptious as a cherry peach parfait) that’s wound by a key
How can you tell (when you’re near me)
I’m Under a spell I’m (it’s so delicious)
I’m Waiting for love’s first kiss (honest truly, your the answer to my wishes)
You cannot see (Truly Scrumptious)
How much I long to be free (though I may seem presumptuous)
Turning around on this music box that’s wound by a key (never never ever go away)
Yearning (my heart beats so unruly)
Yearning (because I love you truly)
While (honest)
I’m turning around and around (Truly I do)
You Two
Caractacus:
Do you think I’m a lunatic? Wasting my time on a lot of silly inventions?
Jemima:
But they aren’t silly–they’re wonderful!
Jeremy:
Nobody else could think of them!
Caractacus:
That’s right! That is right–nobody else could think of
them!–yeah–after all…
What makes the battle worth the fighting?
What makes the mountain worth the climb?
What makes the questions worth the asking?
The reason worth the rhyme?
Caractacus:
To me the answer’s clear;
it’s having someone near; someone dear
Someone to care for; to be there for.
I have You Two!
Someone to do for; muddle through for.
I have You Two!
Someone to share joy or despair with;
whichever betides you.
Life becomes a chore, unless you’re living for
someone to tend to be a friend to.
I have You Two!
Someone to strive for, do or die for
I have You Two!
Could be, we three get along so famously,
’cause you two have me, and I have You Two too.
(Breakfast is behind made, then Caractacus sneezes)
Kids:
Someone to care for; to be there for.
Caractacus:
I have You Two!
Kids:
Someone to do for; muddle through for
Caractacus:
I have You Two!
Someone to smile once in awhile with;
whenever you’re lonesome
I’ve a happy lot,
considering what I’ve got.
But, I couldn’t do more
Than you do for your poor Father.
(Kids: Daddy!)
Things go asunder
and I wonder why you bother.
All:
Could be, we three get along so famously
’cause
Alrighty! I’ve updated part of my list of long-due songs. Songs that I came across over the past few months, but too busy to find the lyrics. Wanted to use them as a reminder to myself, but I think it’s hard.
Oh well =)
I’ve not had the time to upload photos of my company’s retreat. Have not had the time to download the photos taken with my phone (though I’ve uploaded to my photo blog).
Procrastinating.
On many issues. Not just one.
Been thinking a lot. Sometimes I really wish I’m back to many years ago, when I had the confidence to do what I want, work towards my goal, fight for what I think is right.
Keep thinking that life is so fragile. Which is a fact anyway. Had been pessimistic. Trying hard to remain optimistic, but somehow the fragility of life brought me down. =(
Keeping myself busy at work to prevent myself from thinking so much.
Not enough sleep for the past weeks, too deadly. That I slept for 14hrs this morning. The day didn’t turn out well anyway. Shan’t talk about it.