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Way Back Into Love

This has just got to be my favourite song at the moment.

Fish & Pin Guan’s version
There’s a chinese version, but can’t seem to find it.

And these! are excerpts from the show that the song originated from! Music & Lyrics.

Way Back Into Love
– Hugh Grant feat. Drew Barrymore

I’ve been living with a shadow overhead
I’ve been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I’ve been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can’t seem to move on

I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I’ve been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I’ve been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I’ve been searching but I just don’t see the signs
I know that it’s out there
There’s got to be something for my soul somewhere

I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me throught the night
I could use some direction
And I’m open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I’m hoping you’ll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I’ll be there for you in the end

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Real life example

For some reason, I always get emotional when I read the blog of my friend’s ex-husband.

Why do such people exist in this world?

Unemployed, not actively looking for job but playing online game in front of his computer screen the whole day.

Married for 1 yr, flat renovation was signed using wifey’s card. Monthly maintenance was paid by wifey.

Now that they’re in the processing of divorcing, he’s putting the blame on her.

A person with mood swings, I’d say. Some entries said he still loved her regardless of what she’d done, yet some were filled with angst and were targeted at her.

Now that they’re living separately, he’s staying in the flat that is still being supported by the wifey. She’s still paying for the renovations done signed using her card.

I can’t jump to conclusions since I do not know him personally, only through his blog. But still, I’m disgusted by his behaviour.

It’s real life examples like this that puts me off relationships. Much as I like the other party, afraid to take a step forward coz no one can determine what’s going to happen in the future.

Scary.

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Self-disciplinary

Same thoughts at 10pm everyday, especially on a Sunday night.

I’m going to sleep early tonight.

But I’m always awake at 12.30am. So what had I been doing for the past 2 hours?

Nothing. Is there really that much stuff to surf, that I can keep myself occupied throughout the full 2.5 hours? =X

I ought to be more self-disciplined.