只要笑一笑,没什么事情过不了

Oh well.. You guessed it? I rewatched the show. Sonria Pasta

Just ‘coz I was too bored at home on a Sunday afternoon, when I missed my 1pm appointment. So pai seh!

But well.. it was a choice wisely made. Why? Got motivated by it yet again. =)

I believe I can do it. Take a step back, face it bravely. 只要笑一笑,没什么事情过不了.

Colour blind

Colour Blind

Written by Darius Danesh and Peter Glenister

Feelin’ blue, while I’m trying to forget the feeling that I miss you
Feelin’ green, when the jealousy swells and it won’t go away in dreams

Feelin’ yellow, I’m confused inside
A little hazy but mellow when I feel your eyes on me

Feelin’ fine! Sublime!
When that smile of yours creeps into my mind

Oh oh

Nobody told me you’d feel so good
Nobody said you’d be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile
You’re the light, you’re the light
When I close my eyes
I’m colour blind

You make me colour blind

Feelin’ red, when you spend all your time with your friends and not me instead
Feelin’ black, when I think about all the things that I feel I lack

Feelin’ jaded, when it’s not gone right
All the colours have faded, then I feel your eyes on me

Feelin’ fine! Sublime!
When that smile of yours creeps into my mind

Mm mm

Nobody told me you’d feel so good
Nobody said you’d be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile
You’re the light, you’re the light
When I close my eyes
I’m colour blind

You make me colour blind

Blinded by the light you shine, the colours fade completely
Blinded by you every time, I feel your smile defeat me

I’m colour blind
I just can’t deny this feeling

Nobody told me you’d feel so good
Nobody said you’d be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile
You’re the light, you’re the light
When I close my eyes
I’m colour blind

Nobody told me you’d feel so good
Nobody said you’d be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile
You’re the light, you’re the light
When I close my eyes
I’m colour blind

You make me colour blind

I’m colour blind

tired.

I guess it would have been boring if my posts had been about how mundane my life had been, how much stress I was facing at work, how boring my days were when they were just home > work > home everyday.

But seriously, Oct/Nov are hectic months @ work. Many projects on hand, and learning new stuff at the same time. So busy that the hours passed very fast, so busy that I only want to be back home as early as I could and let my brain cells rest. Any after-work activities were rejected. I’m free after work yes, but sorry I don’t feel like going anywhere else other than home. =) Though I’m usually gaming till 12+ 1am, at least I’m in the comfort of my home. A place where I feel most at ease at night.

Oh well.. Oct is almost coming to an end. Blogging has become more of a blog-only-when-very-free thingy, than of a habit that I used to have. Having faced the computer screen for long hours at work, the only thing I feel like doing at night is to play some games =) But don’t worry, I’ll try to update as often as I can.

Actually have got photos in my phone, but I’ve yet transferred them out. That gotta wait I guess.. till I’m in the mood =|

PMS if you call it, had been in quite a lousy mood for the past week. And yes, that includes today though it had been quite happening on the mahjong table.

Tired. In quite a few aspects. Physically tired, which all started from the cup of teh-si I had. Eyes in pain! Mentally tired. You know it. Not pushing further for what I want, is that considered as giving up? 不甘心.. but what can I do about it? Do the obvious hint that says “This is what I’d been feeling all along”? Sigh.. Taking a step (probably it’s many steps) back. Tired to keep thinking about it. Tired from trying to think on how to get my point across. Freaking tired.