What a dream..

Gal A and Guy B were classmates in school. Gal had a crush on Guy back then. Till now Gal has been consistently giving Guy her support in whatever Guy does.

One day, Gal chanced upon Guy’s diary. In one particular entry, Guy wrote about a gal called XiaoAi, who had been with him for many years and constantly giving him her support. Guy wrote that he is grateful to her.

Guy’s friends knew about XiaoAi, but also knew that it was not the real name, but a nickname given by Guy. At a recent class gathering, being mutual friends, Guy’s friends keep hinting that XiaoAi is actually Gal A.

Both of them kept quiet and did not have any response.

What a dream. Details of it were remembered so clearly that I knew at once who Guy & Gal was. But just what does the dream mean?

Death

A recent turn of events made me think deeper into the word death. Part and parcel of life, you may say.

Recently I keep thinking about how life will be like when I’m old. When I’m an old and fragile woman, difficulties in walking, will the society still be the same? Will I be able to travel to and fro as freely as I can now?

What if I’m already on my deathbed? What is the kind of feeling when you’are about to stop breathing?

2 funerals at my void deck on the same day. Got me thinking if there’s after-life. When the next time I come back to earth, will things still be the same? it is at times like this that I wish I have someone to hug me and say that everything’s alright.

I wish these thoughts will go away soon. They’re taking away all my courage in life, not to mention the unseen stress that has been showered upon me at school.

Confidence level has dropped drastically these days, due to you-know-what. Ask me if you want to know. I hate things as they are right now, but life still goes on.

Where did all my courage go to?

A short note

Wow I’m honoured to have one of wordpress’s mentor here! Nevertheless, I’ve a feeling I won’t be able to get the project. Should have been able to think of a better proposal if not for the tons of workload these days. =)

Tons of unspeakable misery, unspeakable complaints. Not exactly unspeakable, but best left as it is for this entry.

Where oh where are the courage and beliefs that I badly need?

Panda Eyes!

It’s the first time I’m having panda eyes =( And I realised it only when I reached home at 10+pm. OMG the panda eyes looked so obvious even with makeup on!

The quiz this morning was a killer. No one remembered there’s a quiz until the lecturer bombed us during Tues lecture. 3 late nights didn’t help. I still died in today’s quiz.

So tired that I decided to come back home and rest, and to complete the remaining part of the assignment.

I guessed the contact lens played a part in making my eyes tired. It’s almost due to make a new pair. Probably I should get a half-year supply and put on standby first. The current permanent ones is almost dying.

If things go smoothly, I should be able to graduate this May. *fingers crossed* Time to work out my finances and figure out the best way of clearing the bank loan.

Sounds quite random, but the thought of blogging this came to my mind. Met up with Grouser for dinner at suntec! We didn’t realise it’s natas fair now, suntec is so crowded! Gd thing we met as early as 5pm, so we had fish & co for dinner! With no difficulties finding seats! xD Aimless walking around suntec after that. We ended up buying voodoo dolls for each other! Hahaha.. Got her one for career advancement, and she got me a studies charm! woohoo! It’s now hangly nicely on my Z610i! xD

Was a long wait for bus 960 after that. The last time I waited at the very same bus stop for the same bus, I waited 30mins and took cab in the end. Waited 40mins for the bus 2dae. i seriously wonder how thebus company plans the schedule. 40mins is too long a wait, especially when it’s a Sun evening ( the previous time I was there ) and a Friday night at Esplanade. So pissed off.

Suddenly I feel tired of studying. Sometimes there are things that I longed to do, but can’t do due to constraints. Discouraged as I may be, I strongly believe I can overcome these challenges no matter how tough they can be.

Ganbatte! I need all the courage and beliefs that I can find =)

Welcome to the First Issue of The Bright Sunshine Newspaper!

*applause*

New design! Doesn’t seem to be as bright as the previous one, but it’s agreed that this design is definitely unique and is an interesting idea. Not all links are in yet, but the main blog urls are all here. =D

More updates. Finally submitted the FYP report on Monday. Not an easy task when the FYP is not completed, but still managed to put in the relevant details and coughed out about 7k worth of words. xD

IBM recruitment talk on Mon evening. Jiawei & Norman dropped by! Jiawei is as serious and Norman is still as funky as before. Haha =D

Gave myself a day break and spent the whole of Tuesday mapling. Only to realise that there’s a module quiz on Friday! haha.. Think I’ve skipped too many lessons! Time to get back on track!

More updates will be done to this design. I still think I’ll revert back to the orangy theme. =D

五月天来新!

谢谢《我报》!五月天终于要来新了!

Being high really helps. =D

Back from a ktv session @ Lot1. It’s nice singing the song “I believe” by Vivian & Gary all by myself. ‘coz my usual duet partner dunno this song! I can’t believe I can actually hit MOST of the high notes. LoL!

And yes.. gotta practise the song “Liang Shan Bo & Juliet” by Genie & Gary. Genie has a sweet voice, it’s hard matching hers. I will work hard on it! xD

Joke of the day

Was reading NLS’s journal last night, and this entry is freaking funny that I really laughed out loud.

 

Power Coffee

One thing about today during work was the tremor I felt.

I just had my coffee and barely sat down at my desk, then I started shaking.

First thing I thought was:
wtf, since when the coffee so power?

LOL.

Earthquake tremor from Sumatra la.

March 6th, 2007 Posted by Human | The Daily Papers | No Comments

What a moodless night

也许是觉得无聊,不想作功课的原因吧。

坐在窗前,看着窗外,眼前一片黑暗。

喜欢现在的感觉。宁静的夜晚,清凉的晚风。。好舒服的感觉。

就是没心情去做些该做的事。怎么能让这么难得时刻给流去?

凉凉的风吹着,沟渠了许多回忆。忽然觉得周围许多事物都变了。究竟是他们变了,还是我变了?

应该是后者吧!长大了,看的东西也多了。社会改变了我。即使我是多么的讨厌现在的我,我还是我。但。。那乐观开朗、又充满自信的女孩跑哪去了?

或许,那个她早已在这世界消失了吧!

我能找回以前的我吗?