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Dedication to MC King

If you’ve been watching the local comedies, MC King was a popular comedian whose jokes never fail to bring up the atmosphere like what comedies should be.

The first MediaCorp artiste in history, MC King left us suddenly. According to the news, he was gasping for breathe and was sent to the hospital where he was pronounced dead not long after.

We’re gonna miss him on the television screen. MC King, may you rest in peace.

Sigh..

And I overheard my mum talking to my aunt about how ah gong left us 2 yrs ago. My mum was by his bed when he left, saw how he gasped for breathe and how he stopped breathing suddenly.

These reminded me that life is so fragile. We should really treasure our lives. Treasure our loved ones. Afterall, we only live once.

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If that’s my life, I’m screwed.

The long break allowed me to think through a lot of things.

First day back at work, more news that made me vomit blood yet again.

Sigh.. I really want to pack and go..

I love my job. Really. But I don’t like the person I’m working with. Have been too tolerant the past few months. Almost bursting out now.

Well.. I’m on the search. Found a few that interest me, but huge pay cut!

My life is screwed.

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Seeking greener pastures

Sigh.. Recently I’ve been starting to open emails from JobStreet / JobCentral. Really have the urge to just leave and go. Tired of the many sai that I’ve to clear.

I’ve also been thinking.. is programming what I really want to do? I no longer find joy from sitting in front of the monitor screen for long hours.

I’ve other interests yes. My passion for Maths is still there. I think that’s the only unchanged interest over all these years (since pri sch?)

Also looking at events management. Something which I’ve been doing since Sec sch, getting involved with those ecas, organising events.. Had so much fun.

Nursing. Something which I have to start from scratch.

Medical industry: Audiologist. Interesting eh? Yet another area which I’ve to start from scratch. And no local university offers this course.

Childcare. An area which I’ll definitely go to when I’m really really tired of the working society out there.

I’m tired. 3 months of endurement to go. Can I survive?

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Woohoo!

If you’ve realised.. the layout looks slightly different now!

If not for the wish list that I wanted to put up, I wouldn’t have realised actually WordPress has got the feature of editing widgets for the theme!

I felt like an idiot LOL

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It changed my life

I can’t imagine how an accident can change my life. Thoughts kept coming into my mind. Lots of things I can’t bear to leave. Told myself it’s just gonna be a long sleep.

Even when I’m out, trying to keep myself distracted, I can’t help but wonder how amazing life is. Where did people come from? And where do we go after that?

A week went past, and there isn’t any day when I never give it a thought.

Probably it’s some force pulling me. I need a belief to keep myself calm.

Glad that I’m alive.

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The fateful morning

A long journey to work this morning, jammed on BKE/PIE for 1hr+.

Saw an accident @ Stevens Road exit (while the bus was exiting the jam).. First I saw 2 bikes & a car driven by a Malay lady. Seeing the 3 riders/driver talking to one another, one on the phone. Further down, a sky blue 2-door-sports-car-lookalike, someone sitting inside, seemingly stunned. A brown long-sleeved man was busy taking photos of a blue tent labeled “Police”. You know what happened when you see those blue tents..

Just 1metre away was a motorcycle lying on the road, with 2 helmets beside it. Gosh! You mean there are 2 people lying under the blue tent? ='(

Deeply affected. Just when these days the thought of death kept coming to me. Kept thinking how scary it feels like when you know you’re losing your breathe. Sigh..