As Long As You’re There

Was watching Glee II on tv last weekend, and that episode was playing this song.. And I got hooked to it. 🙂

Charice – As Long As You’re There

all my life
i’ve waited for the right
moment to let you know
i dont wanna let you go oh

now i realize
there’s just no perfect time
to confess how i feel
this much i know is real

so i refuse to
waste one more second without you
knowing my heart


baby cause i dont
need anything else but your love
nothing but you means a thing to me
i’m incomplete
when you’re not there
holding me touching me elsewhere
how long the risk could just dissapear
and i will not even care
as long as you’re there

take this word
dont let them go unheard
this is me reaching out
i hope you can hear me now

this pain in my heart stands stay
taking is yours to break
having to try and lose
then keep this love from you

so i refuse to
waste one more second
without you
knowing my heart

(repeat chorus)

each day
and i
that i
kept it a secret
and it killed me
it’s time
to share what i feel inside

(repeat chorus)


Why is it that the me now just hides in one corner, whenever I’m faced with a challenge that I have no confidence of overcoming?

What happened to my 理论 of 幸福是要自己争取的 ?

Probably.. my life would have been better if I had not met you.


Bliss is sitting in front of the teevee doing my own things, while the guys are in the kitchen preparing dinner. :p

For the first time in history, I actually left office at 6 today. Decided to just take whatever break and continue work when I feel like it. Just like last night, when I locked myself in the room for some me-time, only to end up doing work. At the very least, I felt no stress. Work done with no stress is usually the best product that can be produced, isn’t it? 🙂

Had been very emo last week, possibly due to not enough sleep plus the many overdue work. This outstation has actually allowed me to understand myself better. Saw my weak points, how I react under different situations.. While most of it are negative reactions, I’m pretty sure there are positive traits that I’m (still) unaware of.. fingers crossed..

Emo-ed to the extent I almost teared in front of BFF, during dinner. Lack of sleep, tiredness, cold weather, stress, homesick.. you name it, I (almost) have them all..

Looking forward to the end of the project. Oh wait, no.. looking forward to the end of my stint here in HK. Work is crazy, and we’re without the comfort of our loved ones and friends back home. No one, yes I repeat, NO ONE, can feel our stress. When one say he/she can understand, I really doubt so. Unless you are here long term like us, you wouldn’t know.

Being hiatus from blogging  is becoming a norm. Can hardly find time to look at the screen and blog. I really do miss blogging and the photography outings.

Can’t wait to be back home for good.

Simply thankful I have BFF who is able to understand, for we’re on the same boat. Having a 战友 whom you can share your happiness and sadness with and able to fight this battle together, is a real bliss.