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Real life example

For some reason, I always get emotional when I read the blog of my friend’s ex-husband.

Why do such people exist in this world?

Unemployed, not actively looking for job but playing online game in front of his computer screen the whole day.

Married for 1 yr, flat renovation was signed using wifey’s card. Monthly maintenance was paid by wifey.

Now that they’re in the processing of divorcing, he’s putting the blame on her.

A person with mood swings, I’d say. Some entries said he still loved her regardless of what she’d done, yet some were filled with angst and were targeted at her.

Now that they’re living separately, he’s staying in the flat that is still being supported by the wifey. She’s still paying for the renovations done signed using her card.

I can’t jump to conclusions since I do not know him personally, only through his blog. But still, I’m disgusted by his behaviour.

It’s real life examples like this that puts me off relationships. Much as I like the other party, afraid to take a step forward coz no one can determine what’s going to happen in the future.

Scary.

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Self-disciplinary

Same thoughts at 10pm everyday, especially on a Sunday night.

I’m going to sleep early tonight.

But I’m always awake at 12.30am. So what had I been doing for the past 2 hours?

Nothing. Is there really that much stuff to surf, that I can keep myself occupied throughout the full 2.5 hours? =X

I ought to be more self-disciplined.

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I feel.. (part II)

Not that it’s linked to the previous entry, but that I wanna use the same title =|

Thoughts came through but nothing came out from my fingers. Oh no..

Guess life had been mundane these days. Getting irritated coz I feel uncomfy on some issues.

Hai.. Seems like the mid-life crisis is still hanging around.

Still in search of a purpose in life.

On a lighter note, Auntie SY! When are we going to have our planned-dinner? keke

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i feel..

Minor change in lifestyle. Trying to get used to it, but seems.. to be taking quite a lot of effort.

Oh well.. Endure!

Quote of the day:
我相信人间有奇迹、暮色里也会有七彩长虹。

Lethargic as it is, will there be a rainbow behind the clouds?

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glad..

Glad I finally caught Ansley online! His internet connection isn’t ready yet! So slow -.-!

Pity I was preparing to leave office for home, else would hv chatted with him longer!

Glad u’re doing fine there pal! =) Take care!

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been there.

After a long 1 year break from the alumni.. I went back *reluctantly* on Friday for mid-autumn festival celebration.

Like what I told T on msn just now, I’ve been hiding, but now I’ve got no more excuses to hide. Really glad I took this break, it gave me a chance to concentrate 100% on other stuff, especially school work (not that I excelled in it).

I’m still reluctant to participate in activities now. Too used to my own life now. I’m not going to let the alumni rule my life again, it’s time for me to control my time spent at the alumni.

Well, I think I made the alumni sound like the bad guy. I didn’t mean it that way, just that I think I’ve lost the passion I had for the school. Reality struck after graduation from university.

My recent favourite phrase : *angry*

Angry with myself. For being too good-tempered. For being easily bullied. I feel angry, but I do not show it. Disappointed with myself.

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Will you?

Copyrighted from puikia’s blog.

hope..
is jus another wishful thinking..
something that keeps you going on..
but deep down inside you know that wat you hope for, you’ll never get it..
will you celebrate my bday for me?

Will you?

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I miss Ansley!!

Ansley you’d better be touched ok! You’re the first person whose name made it into my entries’ titles! *laugh*

My daily must-nudge-in-msn buddy. When will you next be online? I miss nudging you for no reason. LoL.

Late flight on a Sunday night. Went to send him off to Japan! Yes my dear friend has flown to Japan to work! Feeling excited for him.. Japan! Language barrier is a big hurdle that must be crossed, with JP being a only-one-language-other-than-simple-English country.

Oh well.. will I get such a chance? =)

psst.. Ans: leave a msg when you manage to come online!

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Evacuated yet again

1143hrs. Panels in office were shaking again.

Evacuated via the lift this time. Too wobbly our legs to take the stairs within 24hrs. =|

Packed our stuff, went for an early lunch. Instructions were given we can work from home if we can. And so I worked from home the whole afternoon.

What a day.