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Shucks.. I’m having a headache now! Is it due to the cocktails? Will I be able to get up in time for the Fencing Clinic later? =

Just when I thought I’m recovering from the sore throat and the rashes and the many cuts I suffered, I’m developing a new set of rashes now! Shucks! And my sore throat isn’t getting any better!

Was attempting to teach a friend html stuff this afternoon, which I think was a failed attempt. haha.. = But still, it’s nice to realise that it’s heartwarming to have a place that you can really call a second home. =)

Met up with the SCE khakis for steamboat dinner @ Beach Road! Been quite sometime since the whole group met up! 13 of us! Celebrated KS’s birthday! Guess what? Jerry actually got my favourite Lychee Martini cake from Pine Gardens!!! Whee!!! Thanks Jerry!!

The remaining 11 of us ( after Jigg & DS left ) proceeded on to No.5 @ Emerald Hill ( beside CentrePoint). It’s a rare chance to see me in such places.. So I decided to order the cocktail Lychee Martini! hahah.. I seriously think that these kind of places and these kind of drinks are not suitable for me. Personally I don’t like alcohol.. Will only drink occasionally. Thanks to the many sips of cocktail (tried out the various flavours the rest ordered), I’m having rashes now. =(

I declare that I’m slightly drunk now. Thoughts are running wild, especially after the short sms conversation while I enjoying the cocktails..

The day before yesterday, I had blisters ‘coz I wanted to look pretty in my shoes. Yesterday, my sole pained from shopping around in heels. Today, I accidentally cut myself while trying to open a can of mushrooms. >< And yes the rashes are still there. Goodness knows what's wrong with me these days! But still.. I've been busy accompany my budz out for shopping for 3 consecutive days! Tired from too much walking around. My legs still feel tired.. Hopefully there's not much of walking tmr.. which is one reason why I declined an invitation to play sports tmr. Being a lazy bum, I love my legs more than my sweat. =X Sometimes.. I kinda hate myself for having a weak gastric. I'm having the runs again. yes again. =( Always can't figure out what food I can't eat, coz I always get different reactions from the gastric. Have been trying to avoid sour & spicy stuff, occasionally giving in to temptations. But I'm usually ok after consuming them. Ahhhh...

Don’t know if it’s heat rash or is it another allergy.. haiz.. 3 days le! ggrrr.. the itchiness just won’t go away!

Typical attitude of gals.. In order to look pretty in my white theme today, I wore the wrong shoes. Ended up with blisters on both feet! =(

Met up with J & J as usual, for my xmas shopping and more crap. haha..

Was chatting with LH last night, once again, she suggested putting her elder daughter at my house for discipline training. Whahaha! Not too bad an idea.. I’ll train YX to do housework =X

Tired after a long day today (although I woke up quite late aahaha). Night time is really the best time to think, doesn’t matter what topic, but it seems that the mind is at its clearest in the serenity of the night. Strange.

In an xmas mood recently, the Chipmunks Christmas songs are on repeat mode in my media player.

All I want for Christmas.. is my two front teeth xD
Nah I didn’t lose my two front teeth, this is one of the songs from Chipmunk. Cute song!

Oops I lost track on what I want to post. Thoughts went wild, reminisced the past, thought about how life would be now if I didn’t make that decision about 4 years ago, thought about how not skeptical about r/s if certain things hadn’t happened. Haiz.. It’s all the challenges set upon us, I’m losing self-confidence. Going bersek with my life now. I need help, but I’m rejecting all help. -_-”

Feeling sian. Am I doing things because I really want to do or simply because I do not know how to say no?

A sudden fear came upon me. I’ll be reaching 30 in 5 years time. It feels so near. And I hate it when people start asking when it’s my turn to get married. I can’t possibly say “Once bitten, twice shy”. I’m skeptical towards a new relationship now, not even if ( I’m saying IF ) there’s someone I’ve taken an interest to.

While I cannot imagine how life will be like after marriage, I still love kids. They really do test one’s patience. And I can proudly declare that I’m a patient person. lol! I guess it’s the training that I’ve received since young, I’m able to withstand babies crying, toddlers screaming. Kids are easily understood and their needs can be easily satisfied. No doubts about that.

Met up with the 单身家族 earlier on, with the exception of LH & ML. LH’s kids are adorable? haha.. the elder one is hyper, and the younger one likes to smile. just so cute =) Were discussing about our other gang members and I realised time really flies. Been almost 4 years since I left, almost everyone have taken the next step of their lives. I’d love to, but I’ve said, still skeptical about it. And yes.. please don’t try to introduce anyone to me =X

Much said, I cannot imagine the day when I’m on my deathbed. What lies ahead of me then?

It’s always interesting to chat with this friend of mine. She used to be a Chinese teacher. so 99% of the time she’ll converse in Mandarin over msn. And I’d always reply in English. LOL.. It’s a good thing that both of us are bilingual, else it would have been 鸡同鸭讲 (chicken talking to the duck).

Heard from her that a friend’s husband committed suicide due to depression. It’s scary to know what depression can do to us. I was shocked to hear the news, but also glad to hear that the friend is currently still coping well. Jiayou my friend! Your daughters need you.

This news.. reminded me of Nigel. Come to think of it, his death anniversary is coming. 7 years.. How time flies.

I’ve been tasked to organise xmas gatherings! Not just one, but three! hahha.. Thank you for the confidence in me, but no.. I’m only going to organise one. LOL..

Starting to become a haggard house-daughter. Been busy doing housework, which can take me the whole day to finish. Feeling so tired everyday!

When am I going to resume my FYP? Haha.. been busy with the housework, else busy sourcing for xmas gifts. Haven’t had the time to sit down and think about FYP. Dying! It’s really time to resume!

In the past one month, 2 fishes have died. *oops* And the last one seems to be joining the queue soon. =X

And ya.. I want to take back what I said in one of my previous entries. Doing so much housework doesn’t seem to help me lose weight. LOL! =(

And oh.. I’m a pro at the cowing game. Haha.. It’s termed by Jiawen for the Mcdonalds game. In a span of 17 years, I’m already earning $260k and I’m still surviving! xD

Edit at 1248am: the 3rd and the last of my 3 blood parrot fishes has died. ahhhh