The subject doesn’t mean I am getting married (and no, I am not planning for it to be an April Fool’s joke too!). It’s just that at this current stage in life, I am looking at other plans on what I want to do with what remains of my life.
The good thing about being self-employed, is that I have tons of me-time. For the first time since I started schooling, this must be the longest break I’ve taken. This gave me the time to sit down and ponder what I want to achieve. While I have yet come to a conclusion of what I really want, it seems like my career path has changed tremendously. 6 years in the private sector, I won’t say it’s long – considering there are people who can be in the same job for more than 10 years. 6 years is enough for me to grow up at a horrifying speed.
I saw how cruel work life can be, by the name of politics. People say the way to outwit them is to join them, but I prefer to suffer silently. That’s how and what I am. Never one to step up and protect myself. I know the disadvantage yet I find it hard to do it.
I also saw how slow money earning is as a salaried worker. Which got me thinking – is this what I really want? I now have lots of ideas. Slowly taking one step at a time , I want to make them come to life! It will take a while, but I do think I can succeed. If I push myself further, I’m confident I can!
Who says resolutions can be made only when a new year comes? My new resolution, is not to be the one who has lost confidence in herself. While I try to find back the passion I used to have for blogging and photography, I might discover more of myself!
Yes that is it! I shall remain as positive as I can!